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情之所在，无人能明。能明之情，非爱之也。

2011-05-24T22:11:00.000+08:00

情越情，心越心

从以前就很想写一些文章来抒发抒发情感，再用文章去表达这世界的爱恨情仇。

在你读下去之前，我想问些问题：“你有谈过恋爱吗？＂，“你明白爱之意吗？”，“你为何爱？”，‘又为何不爱？’？

有很多人，都已龄超二十，但也还未入爱林。我非常想问他们：“你真的要等到你的白马王子或你的白雪公主，你才开始恋爱吗？”

爱情不能解，也不能明。你要敢去试，你才会知道，她/他是你的真爱吗。

不要去明白他/她，等你明白了，其实你已不爱他/她了。。。

为什么爱一个人要想那么多？你有爱过吗？你敢爱吗？你想爱吗？

你不爱过，你又怎知他/她不适合你?

你有真正爱过他/她吗？

你可以为他/她付出吗？

究竟爱是什么?

爱是一种依赖，当你失去了，你会伤，你会痛。。

爱是一个不解之谜，你永远不会明白，也永远不会有答案。

爱是一种态度，只有愿意或不愿意，而没有值得或不值得。

p/s: 本人已有谈过四次恋爱，不算少，但对你来讲，四次算多吗？

Do you have dreams?

2011-03-22T22:21:00.002+08:00

You have dreams, don’t you? All of us do. What’s yours?

Does having a cool and luxurious car make the list?

How about owning your own house/condominium?

I believe most students have thought about it before. But, most of them would not have written it down because they think they can’t afford it. To them, it is something long and far away, something that is not up for planning yet.

We have dreams. Dreams should be written down and not just some thoughts on our minds that fly away in the next minute. If we don’t write it down, we will never know when we can achieve it.

If you want to buy a car, ask yourself, “When can I afford it? Is it after graduation or now?”

For even greater desires, “When can I really have a chance for it? How long it will take for me to have the ability to buy it?”

You know the math; it is not easy for a Singapore fresh graduate to afford these luxury products. Nowadays, I can say it is almost impossible for a normal fresh graduate student to afford it. Why? Look at the case below:

Example: Honda Civic
Price: $125,900SGD
Down-payment: $12,590SGD (10%)
Loan Term: 7 years
Monthly Instalment: $1526

A normal Honda Civic will cost you $1526 per month. Some think it is affordable with a salary of 3-4k. Really!? Think again. That is half of the monthly salary. What about other expenses?

I don’t have to show the cost for housing. It is nightmare for a normal fresh graduate.

Here is a food for thought – How much one can earn with a good degree? Millions? Billions? or maybe just thousands, the smallest measurements for a decent salary.

I am here to emphasize on this, if you really want to achieve your dreams, plan for it TODAY! Don’t wait until you graduate or your first pay-check. It won’t buy you anything but your favourite meal.

Most people think that they have a degree and they can be comfortable with rest of their life. But, is it really the case? Please look around and see how many people around you are holding a degree? So, ask yourself, “What’s makes me different from them?”, or on a deeper level – “How do I differentiate myself?”

You have to know that in the age of information, a good business is worth billions, a good idea is worth millions, but a good degree is only worth thousands.

Can you see the difference now? Still keen on pursuing your dreams?

Write them down and plan for the journey now. Understand what you are working towards and why you are working for it.

Don’t wait for tomorrow as ‎”The poor, the unsuccessful, and the unhappy are the ones who use the word TOMORROW the most” Robert Kiyosaki.

1000 failures and 1 success

2011-01-31T02:01:00.002+08:00

One day, God comes and ask me: “Do you want to be successful?”

I am surprised and say: “Sure I want!”

God says: “I will give you two choices now. First one, you need to face 1000 failures in one year. Second one, you need to face 1000 failures in 10 years.”

If you were me, which one will you be choosing?

In reality, we always have this kind of choices and we usually will go for the later one. This is because we are trained to be like that since small. Just like our education system, how many failures can we have in our high school, secondary school and university life? Twice in a year? Yup, those are when the exams come.

I think everyone knows that getting a degree in 21st century won’t really make u a better person. But, why are we still doing so? Do you think a degree can really make you richer or happier?

Sometimes, it is really hard to make 1000 failures in 10 years. But, how about 1000 failures in 1 year? If you can find 1000 failures in one year, success is just around the corner.

Without failures, success is valueless because you won’t appreciate it.

Without successes, failure is valuable because you will work harder for what you going for.

无题

2011-01-31T01:20:00.004+08:00

我非常喜欢的一首诗 。。。
昨夜星辰昨夜风， 
画楼西畔桂堂东。 
身无彩凤双飞翼， 
心有灵犀一点通。

解释：身上没有彩凤那双可以飞翔的翅膀，心灵却像犀牛角一样，有一点白线可以相通。 

赏析：诗人这两句诗显然是在写自己的爱情遭遇。他同自己的爱人分处两地，不能相见，所以说“身无彩凤双飞翼”。尽管不能相通，但两人在思想感情上却早已契合、沟通，“心有灵犀一点通”即指此而言。下句常为后人所借用，但已不限于指爱情。古书记载，有一种犀牛角名通天犀，有白色如线贯通首尾，被看作为灵异之物，故称灵犀，“一点通”的想象也由此而来。清人冯舒说：“次联衬贴流丽圆美，‘西昆’一世所效。”（见《瀛奎律髓汇评》），可见其影响之深。 

‘心有灵犀一点通’现在常用于形容情人之间心灵相通，比如说对于某事物的看法异口同声、解决问题的方法都想得一样。

想说

2011-01-31T01:15:00.002+08:00

寂寞并不好受。没有爱情的世界，人是静了，时间是多了，但心是谈的。

嘴里时常都说，我不会再谈恋爱了，多几年吧，可心里都会想着 - 真想谈一常要生要死，至死不渝的恋爱。

心是住了个人，

很想说，我很爱你。

很想说，我很喜欢你。

很想说，可以做我女朋友吗？

很想说，我可以追你吗？

现在呢，很想爱，想恨，想念，想放，想思。

有人说，爱情知不过如此。是的，爱情是简单的，不需要解释的。真要解释的爱情是不应被喻为爱情的。

只有经历过，才能理解，为何爱，为何不爱，为何恨，又为何伤，为何念，又为何而痛。

年轻吗，就应面对爱情，你总会有欢喜的女孩或男孩吧，不要等，去追她/他吧，千万别等到老了才去爱。

人生自古谁无爱，早爱迟爱都要爱。

乐

2011-01-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

也不知怎的，心又来了。。。

来了新加坡也快两年了，突然觉得时间过得太快了，这才发觉很多时候都是一个人过的，很多事都是自个儿解决。这里的生活其实也不太快乐，每天起来总有一大堆还没做完的事，还没读完的书，还没时间理的烦恼，身边的每个人都一样，不是这个忙，就是那个烦，最后搞到一大堆的压力压在自己的身上。这样的生活会快乐吗？

最近做了些小生意，生活也比平常忙几倍，再加上学业和课外活动，人快要疯了。对现在的我来说，最开心莫过于拿包薯片吃着，坐在床上看爱情公寓了。看电视剧时真的是最轻松了，没什么需想的，只需看吧了，虽然很耗时间，但人总要轻松轻松，不然真的会疯的。不要真应为学业或工作而把自己最喜欢的娱乐给遗忘了。

以前的我很执著于赚钱，但经过了这几个星期的经历，才发现金钱与喜欢是要平衡的，反之你真不会快乐的。现在的学生都在做些自己不喜欢的事，真想问下有哪个真的喜欢做工程师呢？爸妈叫的，朋友说好的，跟潮流选的，有真心问下自己你真的喜欢吗? 你知道做些什么吗？每个人都知工程这行业可以赚很多钱，但 ---- 你会喜欢吗？

钱啊，谁不想赚，但又有多少人会赚呢？

快乐，谁都想要，但又有谁能拥有呢？

Learn and Do, Think and Act

2011-01-18T01:09:00.002+08:00

教育是要钱的，但知识是免费的。

有没有想过你是为了什么而读书吗？金钱？知识？身份？前途？或是你父母要你读呢？

如果真要成为一个有钱人，教育并不能为你带来这一切。一张像样的文凭值多少钱呢？三千？

一般来说，这张文凭只会为你带来千位数的薪水值 – 薪水最低衡量价值。值吗？四年的辛苦，汗水，压力，忘眠，少食，多啡。。。

Our age nowadays is called “Information Age” or “iAge”. You know why? This is because we are always bombarded with Information. But why it is called “iAge”? This is because our age now is not about people around you, but is about yourself around other people.

Lots of the students do not know why they are studying or what are they studying. Engineering, Science, Arts, Computing… Like what I stated before, education is paid but knowledge is free. We can get whatever we want to know with no cost. But why are we still paying for education when knowledge is free? Is it because of education can guarantee us to get a job? With good knowledge but no education means we can’t get a job? I feel like this has become a theory in the Information Age now. A good degree means for a good job. However, is it really true?

How much one can earn with a good degree? Millions? Billions? No, but thousands, the smallest measurement for salary. Nowadays in Singapore, a normal HDB can cost minimum $300k or maximum to millions SGD. With just thousands salary per month, do you think we really can afford such an expensive accommodation? I will do the maths here:

$300,000 for a 3 room HDB

Down payment 20% = $60,000

After DP = $240,000

10 years loan from bank = $2,000 per month (without interest from bank)

15 years loan from bank = $1,333 per month (without interest from bank)

A $300,000 HDB – the smallest and cheapest HDB in Singapore have to cost $2000 per month for a 10 years loan. Can I ask how much a graduate student starting pay? Average starting pay should be around $2800 or maybe lower. So, after $2000 of housing payment, $800 left for monthly expenses?

How about a car? Recently, Singapore COE (above 1600cc) has increased to $69,000. This means a Honda City will cost you $90,000. Okay, I will do the maths again.

$90,000 for Honda City 1.5 (A)

Down payment 10% = $9,000

After DP = $81,000

7 years loan from bank = $1091 per month (after 1.88% annual interest rate)

10 years loan from bank = $802 per month (after 1.88% annual interest rate)

I have really no idea how to pay $1000 per month for my car when my starting pay is just $3000 on average. Can you?

There are still lots of calculation will involve in our paycheck – CPF, income tax, inflation rate and etc. How much it will leave after so much of money-sucking scheme? Can you survive with the only-left salary?

Just want to say, surviving in Singapore is not easy. If we don’t do something else different from what we are doing now, we will fall into this trap that no one can imagine. I am not writing with what I have learned in school because school won’t teach us street knowledge but paid knowledge.

Learning is the process of being rich; doing is the process of getting rich. Learning without doing is the same as thinking without acting. Learn and think, do and act.

２０１０，２０１１

2011-01-07T10:41:00.001+08:00

如果我说不想家是骗你的。。。

假期完结了，在家呆了一个月，无忧无虑的生活也过了几个礼拜。是时候回大学了，但心情并没想像中的美好。懒惰的细胞在身体里繁殖太久了，要回到两个月前冲刺的毅力还需一段漫长的时间。

要离开了，心里闷闷的，想说又不能说，想哭又不能哭，只能默默地离开爸妈的身边，变回一个独立的大孩子。我知道在爸妈的心中，我永远是一个小孩，我多希望我爸妈会长命百岁，让我永远做个小孩子。

在巴车上坐下的那一杀那，离远望着爸妈的身影，眼眶热了，泪水掉了，心里念了。在以前我是不会哭的，但这一刻，无法控制的泪水，压抑不住的思念，一一爆发了，眼泪不停的落下来。我知道，我落泪是因为心中对他们的思情，我落泪是因为我看着他们年老力衰而复起的孝念。常人曰：“男子汉大丈夫，不应落泪。”但我觉得，泪是一种情绪和思念的表达所在感，真因我在意，所以我落泪，这令我意识到我有多想，多爱我父母。爸妈已经踏进五十的岁地，我真希望我能早点成功，早点孝敬他们，回报他们历经沧桑的养育之恩。

以前中小学时从不会有思家的感觉，现在大学了，离家远了，压力大了，疲惫重了，心也累了，总是想回到以前中小学时没有太多烦恼的时代，有爸妈日日夜夜照顾和看管的时期。大学跟中小学，压力的对比，烦恼的多少，真的是天和地，云和海。

大学了，所有事情都要自个儿面对，解决。以前，最烦的也只是在还有多少本功课要做，多少本书要读，最头痛的也只是女朋友为什么生气的问题。现在，金钱，学业，朋友，事业，家庭，都要烦。

一年半了，说长不长，说短不短，学习到了如何独立生活，如何独立学习到周围的生活，如何面对庞大的压力，如何解决苦恼的问题。年半的大学生涯里，认识了崭新的朋友，遇见了无数的大人物，学习了另一番处事做人之道，也可以说比以前更成熟了。

2011年的新愿望：

一　:　用知识赚取足够的钱，脱离爸妈的负担。

二　：创建属于自己的公司，踏出成功的第一步。

三　：做好自己，认识更多的知己，更多的朋友。

算一算，这辈子你还能见爸妈几次？（Shared)

2011-01-06T20:59:00.003+08:00

非常有意义的一篇文章，一道问题。。。请用心细读。。。

小时候放了学，肚子饿得慌，急匆匆往家里赶，在城市灯火深处，我深知妈妈一定做好一桌热腾腾的美味饭菜等我。这时，我每天能见到爸妈；

高三时候，开始住校学习，为着高考课业繁重，一周回家一次。这时，我每周日才能见到爸妈；上大学，我拉着行李箱去了省会城市，回家变成半年2次。这时，我每年能见爸妈4次。

算算，现在，爸爸45岁。我想如果他可以活100岁，那么还有55年。我半年回家看他一次，我这一生，爸爸这一生，就只有110次机会见面了……

每次数学考试前，我总会祈祷我不要算错，只有这道题，我希望我是算错的，真的”

现在工作了，在更加遥远的地方，抬头看着日落的方向，回家只是一种极为诱人的奢望，一年能回家两次已是不易，一般只能回家一次。这时，我每年能见妈妈一次。

妈妈现在五十多岁，假若她能活到100岁，我们保证一年回去1次，还能见几回面？倘若有事耽搁，两年或者更长时间才回去1次……我算了算，我只能见我妈妈不足四十次了。一次一天来算的话，我只有1个月多一点的时间，呆在妈妈身边抚着她因为生育我而失去光泽的皮肤，喊一声“妈妈”；但不再有一点时间吃着爸爸做的饭菜，听他严厉又温暖的唠叨...

这是一道网上广为流传的数学题，得出了一个让人心酸的数字，但也许就是答案。我们一厢情愿地忙碌着自己的事情，以为父亲就在那里，好好的，并不需要我们的在意，但是，在我们和他分别的那些间隙里面，他却在慢慢地老去，关于他变老的事实，我们总是在后来才猛然察觉。在这过程中，他一直还在默默地为家庭付出着，又默默地承受着许多我们不知道的苦痛，也默默地等待着我们的关爱。其实，他一直很需要我们。

下面这些事情看来微不足道，但都能做到的也许寥寥无几。在这个世界上，没有什么比爸爸妈妈给我们的爱更赤诚，所以，也没有什么比孝敬父母亲更加地不容等待。

1、每周：不管身在何方，每周给爸妈打电话，让他们不要为你担忧。

2、每月：陪爸妈聊一次天，耐心分享他们的喜怒哀乐，让他们不会孤独。

3、每年：陪爸妈体检两次，关心他们的健康，为他们留住青春。

4、每年：生日和父母亲节，送给爸妈一份有纪念意义的礼物。

5、两年：带爸妈去一次远途旅行，带给他们美好的回忆。

6、三年：努力工作学习，做出一些成绩，这是爸妈最想要的礼物。

7、五年：五年之后，因为有了你的关爱和努力，让爸妈看起来和现在一样年轻。

8、十年：十年之后，收集这十年里你为爸妈拍的照片，做一份独特影集，在照片旁边记录当时的场景，为爸妈留下时光的美丽。

我们不是没有孝心，只是我们总是有太多太多理由，让我们推迟了对他们的关爱。而在这种推迟中，你可知，爸爸妈妈正在老去；告别了年轻，忙碌中年，在更年期蹉跎，最终成为一个真正的老人：白发、皱纹和颤抖的手。在这个过程中，他们在承受着什么，尤其是更年期那个漫长的从青春步向衰老的过程中，他们的身心都在发生着怎样的变化，这些，我们都不应该忽视。希望身边

的每一个人都能注意到这些，想想他们为了我们能够健康的成长付出了多少艰辛，是时候我们应该关心照顾他们了！永远都不要让这个世界上最爱你的人伤心、失望，因为他们永远都为你撑起这片蓝天！

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算一算，这辈子你还能见爸妈几次？

云情

2011-01-03T18:51:00.002+08:00

说不出的想法，谈不出的感情，收不住地爱意。
刚看完了“爱情公寓”，心又来了，情又慌了，又再想这想那的。
现心总想着那天真可爱的宛俞，奔放柔丽的一菲。
为何每看完一套戏，一本书，总有带不离的情念，放不开的心思？
喜欢一个人不容易，爱一个人更不简单。
情是留了在一人身上，念是留了在那人的心上。
真想陪在他身边，跟她谈天说地，问闻不理。
情如云，浮过天，一瞬间，只留念。

Can money buy happiness?

2010-12-11T20:39:00.003+08:00

Money can buy happiness! This statement is always correct and I think no arguments have to be made.

Have you ever thought about giving your dad and mum $5,000 per month to enjoy their life and forget about working and taking care of their financial status? Have you ever thought about funding your brothers and sisters for their education? Have you ever thought about helping all your friends that are having financial problems? Have you ever thought about donating some money for the poor kids in Africa? Have you ever thought about all of these with your money? Are you happy when you see all the people around are living happily? Then can you achieve this with no money or poor financial status? Can you?

If people can’t do it, then why people always say money can’t buy happiness?

I think the easiest way to make you happy is to make your friends and your family happy. Right?

For me, I really hope that my financial status doesn’t have to depend on my parents. I hope that for the next 20 years onwards, I can fully give all back to my parents. I hope that I can do something for them, bring them travel around the world, buy them their favourite items and have more time with them. But, without a good financial status, what can I achieve?

Here, I promise I will work smart for my next two years to achieve my financial freedom. Two years from now onwards by 10, December 2012!

If all of the above can’t make you happy, then what is happiness to you?

Money is just money if we don’t know what it can bring to the world.

爱

2010-12-08T19:04:00.001+08:00

心里不知怎的，很纳闷。。。

刚看完了部小说-“诛仙”，忽然心有了很多想法，有爱的，悲的，伤的，恨的，难以形容。。。

“张小凡” – 意如其名，非常普通的一个名字，但却经历了一段刻骨铭心的爱情幻旅，成就了一番惊世伟业。。。

“碧瑶”- 魔教之女，真爱上了这个他，为了他，永远长眠。。。

她为了他而死，他为了她而活 – 只为了令她死而活之，但最后十年的努力并未换来她的生命。。。

他所爱之人为他而死，他所敬之人离他而去，他所孝之人背他而亡。。。

很精彩的一部小说，但太悲了。。。一个人真能爱一人十年之久吗？爱一个动也不能动的人十年，百年，千年。。。

爱情不是一言语文字可以形容，爱情是要以心去感受的。。。只有他和她才会知道双方有多爱对方。

嘴所说之爱不一定是心所想之爱，心所想之爱不一定是嘴所说之爱。如果爱能以言语文字表达，那爱也不是爱了。如果你知道你为何将爱她/他，那当你不知道时，你还会爱她/他吗？

心曰：“爱过，伤过，才会明白爱为何物，又为何而爱。”

“ 爱之心，无人不领，爱之情，无人能明。

心之伤，悲落泪，心之痛，身难受。

念之心，永想你，念之情，永难忘。”

haiz... why?

2010-11-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

I have one question for myself, I really have no answer for it. Can anyone gives me the answer? Why? Why? Is this the reality I deserved? Really? Am I that bad? If really, please tell me. Please.

What have you learned?

2010-11-05T00:14:00.001+08:00

After a semester, have you ever asked yourself, “What have I learned?”

No? Then what are you doing in school, in college or in university? Is it study for the whole semester and try to get a good grade? Is it mugging every day and try to hit your best in finals? Is it spending tones of time for your assignments and projects?

So, what have you learned? Please don’t tell me nothing at all OR the schools aren’t teaching us anything? But, I guess not. The students are meant to be taught and the schools are teaching us. But, why aren’t we learning anything after a semester and a semester of studying?

I can’t answer for people. But, I am definitely learning something in NUS. Programming, designing, writing, reading, speaking, presenting and facebooking. I am learning what I should learn for my future. I am not just learning what the employees want but what I want for myself to learn.

Just FYI, facebooking is not wasting time. If we can look at it deeply, it is a million dollars social media platform for us to connect with others. It is a platform for us to reach the other billion people. However, just we are not using it correctly. That why, we are not Mark Zuckerberg.

We don’t have to be control by others and doing something we don’t want to do. We are the new generation, we are right here at the information age; we are different from the past. A degree can help you to make a thousand dollar, a position can make you a million dollar, an IDEA can make you a billion dollar.

“A million dollar isn’t cool, you know what cool is it? A BILLION DOLLAR!” – Sean Parker

If people try to turn your ideas down, tell them “Steve Jobs isn’t Steve Jobs if he doesn’t have an idea.”

That is what the most important lesson I have learned, I learn what an idea is and what is an idea.

The Journey is the reward

2010-10-29T00:18:00.000+08:00

   This was my first as an emcee. Can’t imagine, I can’t even speak fluent English but I have been chosen as an emcee for today’s capture nus 2010 price giving speech.

                On one hand, it was happy as I had a chance to learn how to be an emcee, learn how to speak infront of tones of people and learn how to prepare an emcee’s speech. One the other hand, it was sad as I really don’t know what to do, I knew that I will screw up the ceremony.

                First time preparing a speech for emcee, really have no idea how to start, search online for some information but at the end, I feel like practical experience is very important. Knowledge with no experience or practical is really an armchair strategy.

   At the end the day, I really screwed up the event. But, that was really not all my fault, it was our fault. Why? This is because the lack of communication and coordination between the organisers and the team.   We had no rehearsal before, everything is impromptu. Now only I realize, how can it be possible to have nothing beforehand? Never mind, at least I learned something today for my future.

   “Experience is the wisdom, journey is the reward.”

An entrepreneur

2010-10-22T00:16:00.001+08:00

   What’s the real definition of entrepreneur?

          From wiki: “An entrepreneur is a person who has possession of a new enterprise, venture or idea and assumes significant accountability for the inherent risks and the outcome.”

            Kind of general definition, or honestly saying: “I don’t understand!”.

            Here I will have my definition of entrepreneur- a people who can change people’s live. Simple and nice, even a child can understand it.

   Then, is a teacher or lecturer an entrepreneur? Is a mechanical engineer an entrepreneur? Now, here’s the question? Did you lecturer change your live? Is your life being better because of the module you take? Only you can answer this question, I can’t mark the answer for you. Is Mark Zuckerberg, Bill Gates or Steve Jobs an entrepreneur? Definitely they are right? Mark has changed how the people connect with others, Bill Gates had changed the way people work on computer. Steve Jobs? Nothing to say, he has changed the definition of apple.
Can you be someone like this? Then you will be the real entrepreneur that will change millions of people’s life.

What you want?

2010-09-18T01:29:00.001+08:00

No one can answer this question, but you yourself.

Ever since I was a small child, my parents told me: “study hard, get a good job and you will be successful in your future.” But, what they really meant? As I was a child that time, I just followed what they told me to do. My direction of successful is study hard, get a good grade, go to best university and then get into a big company and have the satisfied salary. Is that really considered as successful? Yes, definitely yes. You have your best university degree, you have an incredible job and you have your extraordinary salary.

I am here to clarify, successful doesn’t mean rich. You can be successful but you are not rich. A doctor is very successful, but is he/she rich? A lawyer can be very successful also, but is he/she rich? No, most of them are not.

Most of us have heard of 80/20 rule. In other words, 80% of our success comes from 20% of our efforts. Originated by the Italian economist Vilfredo Pareto in 1897, it is also known as the Principle of Least Effort. But, have you all heard of 90/10 rule? 10% of the people had 90% of the money. This is really true, just like in the stock market, 90% of the corporate shares of stock are owned by 10% of the people.

Recently, I saw a lot of people stressing about their study. Is result really that important? Is that if you get one less A than others then you will lose your job? Is good cap the only way to be successful? “They” can help you answer- NO. Why? Facebook’s founder- Mark Zuckerberg, Microsoft’s founder- Bill Gates, Apple’s founder- Steve Jobs, Digg’s founder- Kevin Rose, Dell’s founder- Michael Dell, etc. They were dropout student and they didn’t even finish their college but they are earning billions of dollars now like what the rule stated- this 10% earning 90% of the money. Study is not everything, why stress so much on it?

Ask yourself, how much you can earn when you graduate? 3k? 5k? 10k? Is it what you really want? 5 years a car and 10 years a house? If this is your vision, then continue your life, forget about my words. But, if it is not, please have your clear mind today to think what you really want.

Know what you want, know your weakness, be passion, be driven, focus, and be persistence.

Then you should find your way to where you want- to be successful or rich or successful and rich.

You should know you will fail most of the time but it is okay. The most important is how fast you can stand up.

Remember that, “The journey is your reward!” – Steve Jobs.

p/s: No offense, just some random thought.

Is money everything?

2010-07-31T01:01:00.005+08:00

Okay, time for serious business. These few days, I often heard of people say: “money is not everything.” But, can you tell me what is everything? Can they define everything first then only say: “money is not everything.” Who knows what everything is? Who can give me a suitable definition of everything? Nope, I believe no one can answer me because everything is just too general to say it out, just like when a waiter asks you: “May I take your order?” Then you say: “anything.” What do you think the waiter will order for you, nothing right? So, it is the same when someone says: “money is not everything.”

I agreed that money is not everything but this only applies when you have money. However, it will become everything in your life when you have totally no money. Why? Don’t ask me why because we are the luckier one and we have never been poor before, that why you won’t ever know why.

Okay, so my 2^nd question now is can you define money to me? What do you think about money? Or what is money? Let me tell you, money to somebody is just cash, savings, checks, credit cards or numbers written in the bank book. But, the truth is, this is not the only definition of money. Money is not just about cash that keeps inside your wallet, money is not just about number that follows by how many zero and money is not just about everything. So, what is money? We are the money! We have no money because we don’t know how to earn money! Have you ever heard of Bill Gates or Warren Buffet says they have no money? If you have a chance, go and ask the rich, “What is money to them.”

Follow by my third question, “Do you like to work? Or do you like to enjoy your life with no troubles?” Frankly speaking, we are now studying because we want to get a good job and earn more for our future, right? If not why you want to study so hard and get a good grade for what? Don’t tell me this is your interest, please… You are working for your future, and your future needs money.

The problem here is our mind has trained to become a money-maker but we don’t know that we are because some of us haven’t gone through the reality outside the world. I believe the first day you step outside the world with no support from your family and your friends, then you will know the greatness of money and what is everything!

p/s: no offence, just my own ideas about money.

To be Rich!

2010-07-03T00:11:00.003+08:00

   I want to be rich, a multi-millionaire at my age of 28, not just for myself, but my family, my dad and my mum. I want them to be rich, to enjoy the rest of their life. I want to see my father being happy and joyful, and my mum being bright and blissful. I want my dad living with no stress, playing with his cutely sitsu, watering his lovely plants and not to worry about money. I want my mum living with no troubles, shopping with his charming friends, eating with no tension, and not to worry about money also.

   For now, I don't have this capability to fulfill my dream. But, the date won't be far from me. I will fulfill it and create a better lifestyle for them. I can't alter where they are born, but I can alter where they will live, an enjoyable and stress-less place that I can give to them so to thank them for the gift that I have received from them since I have been born, my life.

   Thanks dad and mum. I love you.

ROCMSO - Registrar's Office Casual Management Support Officer

2010-06-29T22:37:00.002+08:00

Finally, I am back again~ I have forgotten since when was the last time I updated my blog, but never mind, I will continue from this moment onwards.

One of my friends asked me few days ago: “Why you never update your blog?” I really do not know how to answer him on that time because it can be answered by just one word, “LAZY”! Ya, lazy~ My brain always wants to do it, but my body don’t. It has slowly taken over my controlity and told my brain, “Please, give me a rest, we do it tomorrow can?”

Okay! Time for serious business!

As the title shown, what I want to blog about today is the job I am currently enjoying~ (Why I used “enjoying”? haha… you will know after it)

Casual Management Support Officer? Wow~ sounds cool right? It is like some kinds of professional worker working in a professional field. Nope, it was definitely not the case. Instead, we call ourselves “6C sikang warrior”. So, actually we are just doing some “sikang” work- packing, sorting, arraging then packing, sorting, arraging and then packing, sorting and arraging. Sien right? haha... not really so, because we enjoy it a lot~ Really, I have never enjoyed my work so much before. (but, what we have been enjoying is not the work, but the "work" behind. haha... hope you know what I meant.)

Every morning wake up, I won’t feel headache because I have to go to work, last time I did because the past jobs have been really bored and funless to me. But, this time is totally different. I enjoyed it so much. I have met some nice and funny people. We are craping, joking and chating everyday when we are working. Kind of impossible, I never know that work can be so funny and happy. How funny and happy? haha… “Truth or Dare!”

Some of the friends I met:

6c Mine~ haha… she is funny and she is mine~ don’t really know that today’s world got such kind of 6…c… girl~ haha… Please don’t be angry with me, I am just kidding around. haha…

Jenies yan or genice yan? haha... never mind la. The queen of truth or dare~ Without her, there will be no truth and nobody will dare it~ p/s: having an amazing tech gadget- iPhone 3Gs, but she don’t really know how amazing can it be.

Xian Yong~ NBA super fan! likes to crap around with me, funny and interesting guy. What he has really surprised about me was “He can eat a lot!”

Benjamin lee~ Cool scientific explantion! What my advice for him is, be a Scientist and not others. Don’t ever waste your scientifical DNA in your brain.

Yew Loong, loongsiu~ Yahoo~ he is also a super duper crapy person~ haha… thanks for craping with me these few days and take care of yourself, not to be stung by another bee again. ;D

I think it should be enough already, more will be updated for the next few days as it will be our last few days to crazy around. I like you guys, hope that we will be able to meet around when the semester start, but it seems like we will have a lot of things to busy around with. But, I sure will miss you all (sounds a bit gay). haha…

p/s: exciting about the sushi buffet~ time for mine to show her sexyness~ ;D

成功的观念

2010-06-06T12:39:00.002+08:00

有听说过爱迪生的故事吗？爱迪生致力制造白灯泡的时候，有人取笑他说：“先生，你已经失败了1200次了。”爱迪生笑着反驳说：“不，我的成功是我发现了1200种不适合做灯丝的材料。”

是，爱迪生的这种精神真让人敬佩。他的另类观点把所有事情往积极的方面看，最好他成为了世上数一数二的发明家。

有时，有些人生意失败后，会非常消极，把人生都看成是悲观的。反过来看，为何他们不能把这看似成功的一步分呢? 其实他们并不失败，反而他们成功了，他们的成功并不为他们带来金钱上的享受，只是这成功为他们带来宝贵的经验和坚强的信心。

其实这样的反观念(我乘这为“反生念”)会带来更乐观，美好的人生，对未来的成功之路打好基础。

Home sweet Home

2010-06-04T23:00:00.002+08:00

Hmm…. This few days became quite lazy, don’t know why, maybe because I am staying at home now and the comfortable feeling just made me became so lazy. haha, the reason of lazyness. But, really, home is such a comfort place, I love it so much. Why? No why, just because it is my home. Home is sweet, comfort and stressless. Everyone likes it right? Ya, I believe so.

However, I can’t stay at home always; this will make me become lazier. YA, LAZIER! Recently, I have received a home based job from my Professor, home based means I can work at home and not office. Last time, I always thought that home based jobs are quite relax because we can sit at home and start working and most important the working time is quire flexible. NO, NO, NO. Don’t ever think like that, if you want to start a home based job, the first you need is to be discipline and independent enough because no one is looking at you and sometime you are just too relax and forgot to work. Ya, just like me, my work suppose can finish by 5 days, but I always finish it by more than that. This is because I am not discipline enough. Ya, I AM!

Home is sweet. I should enjoy more now, everyone should also enjoy it. Don’t ever feel that home is a burden for you. This is because we will have less and less change when we grow old and older. More we grow, more we stay far away from home. Appreciate the chance you have when you are staying at home.

“A house is made of walls and beams; a home is built with love and dreams.”

Semester 2 exam results

2010-05-31T21:57:00.003+08:00

One module, one module has spoiled my whole CAP. I supposed that I can get a quite good CAP this semester but just because of this crazy module, it totally spoiled my CAP. In fact, I am pretty happy with my other modules results but NOT CS1102S!!! WHY? Why have I taken this module? I am really stupid and retarded. I should listen to my senior before this and not to take it. But, WHY? I shouldn’t be so stubborn.

The lesson I have learned in this semester after my exam results released was I should do things that are in my ability limitation and try not to over-take something that shouldn’t be took. Ya, just like cs1102 and cs1102s, if I have taken cs1102, I believe with my ability, I can score a pretty good result but not like cs1102s, no matter how hard I have worked on it, it was just out of my ability to score it.

I am not going to give up for now and I wouldn’t give up just because of this. I will show to NUS what I can do and strive for my destination and fulfill my DREAM! So, I will work 100 times harder just to score a crazy CAP for my next coming semester and also my next next coming semester. If I can’t score it, I will drop out from NUS. That is a promise for me to fulfill.

I know that University life is not just about CAP or results but at least we have to maintain a certain amount of CAP, if not what is the point of studying in UNI?

Actions speak louder than words. What we do is more significant than what we say. So, I am not going to talk much about it but JUST DO IT!

BOOKS

2010-05-29T18:30:00.001+08:00

Vacation started since two weeks ago (actually it is three weeks since I have finished my examination 3 weeks ago), but I haven really done something useful or meaningful. What have I done was I have watched a lot of movies, Hong Kong TVB series and animations. Early of this, I have planned to read some books but don’t know why I just can’t sit fully down and concentrate on my reading. Is it because I am not that kind of “booker”? Hmm…

I believe reading can improve our thinking because book is the Collection of Intelligence of the authors. It is worth to read it as you only spend maybe 2 or 3 days of time to finish one book but do you know how long have the authors spent to write the book? 1 day, 2 days or 1 month? Nope, they have spent more than half a year of time to complete their authoring for only one book. So, 3 days of time to trade for the author’s half year of intelligence. Don’t you think it is worth more than that?

Last time I always thought that books are expensive. But, it was actually not. If I had the money, I will spend most of mine to buy it. In fact, one book can only cost me around 40 to 50 bucks. But, what can I really do with the 50 bucks? Mostly I will spend it on food and I believe most of us will.

That will be another promise for myself, which is I have to read at least one book per week (is it too long for me?). Just do it!

The worth of a book is to be measured by what you can carry away from it. ~James Bryce

Single~

2010-05-28T14:37:00.005+08:00

I’m back, I'm back, I'm back since I have left out of blogging for two months or maybe more than that. Yup, I am going to continue my promise starting from today again- that is to continue my one blog post per day as to improve myself and to record down the events and affairs that happen around me.

Happy to say that, this is my 50^th post I have written. So, as this is my 50^th post, I am going to share a special affair that happened on me this week- that is I am SINGLE now or I should say I am AVAILABLE now but I am not desperate XD . Sad to say that, I have given up my half-year of love, feeling and sensation just with a few words, 我们分手吧。。。 Half-year of being together but with just one message, it has gone with just memories left.

Some of my friends asked me: “Why so suddenly?”, I do not know how to answer them. But, one of my reasons was I do not want to get hurt anymore, so I have chosen to give up. Actually, there are more reasons why I made this decision but I am not going to talk about it now, sorry about that.

It is happy to be together, it is sad to leave each other. This is the rule of love, no one can alter it. I should learn how to let it go but it is not easy, maybe it takes me one day, one month, one year or even ten years to let go. In fact, time will tell. I won’t force myself but go with the flow.

Moving on is simple, it’s what you leave behind that makes it so difficult.

By Yugene

Final exam - X Blogging

2010-04-27T15:26:00.002+08:00

Stop blogging for final exam period.

Exam Exam Exam

2010-04-18T23:52:00.001+08:00

Actually wanna write something to express my stressfulness now, but final exam is coming. "Bo Bian la", have to put more effort in my preparation. So, mostly have to reduce my blogging time.

8 more days counting down to final. JIA YOU!

Friendship~

2010-04-17T00:39:00.007+08:00

10 more days, countdown for my semester 2 final exam. I suddenly realized that I have been in NUS for more than half year already, neither long nor short. I still remember the first day I came to NUS with blur face but excited feeling to explore NUS. That was memorable- MSL orientation, the affair I like the most which I have made a lot of friends inside with my OG group – “lou pop eng”, which I met Jonathan baba, Pei Xuan mama, Audrey jie, Jamie didi, Edwin gorgor, Alex, Annie, Zoey, Ke xin, Tze Wei, Jerusha, Sara, Chiew Mei, Wilther, dai yi ma, Melvin...

Met a lot of people, made a lot of friends, had a lot of fun in MSL. What I felt the most happy is to be with somebody you like as I like MSL a lot. Why? Because we are friendly Malaysian. Can talk, can play, can chit-chat, can be crazy, and can be happy – all together. It is just so easy to do this with all of them as we don’t really have such kind of lack of communication. We can play as crazy as we can, as stupid as we can or as lousy as we can. But, not with some others which came from different countries.

Yes, we should mix with others from different culture, countries, and society. This can help us to expand our networking and to strengthen our future public relation. Besides making friends from other countries, don’t ever lose our local friends (friends of same country) as they can play an important role in our life. Sometimes, they are the one who know our problems well and can give the best hand to us because we came from the same “interesting” culture, went through the same education “treats”, having the same “special’ government domination and a lot more. They are memorable and special. I promised myself I won't ever forget all my friends I have ever met.

Actually I don’t really know what I want to bring out in this topic. I just randomly write something to express my feeling now. This is because quite a lot of my friends are moving to some where very far from where I stay or vice versa. Thus, chances of meeting each others will be less and less, maybe half-a-year per meet. Frankly speaking, I don’t like to be alone; staying in room and 24-7 facing my computer is nightmare for me. I like friends, a group of friends; to have fun and to be happy together.
There is one person I want to thanks the most, who take care of me for the past few months- PS~

"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born." - Anais Nin

We are friends forever no matter what the distance is between us!

Two Prof ; One Uni

2010-04-15T00:14:00.017+08:00

Two extraordinary Professors in one university, NUS. These two profs are the two best professor I ever had in NUS. Two different kinds of teaching styles, but with one kind of impression – the students love it.

Prof. Ben, the Prof. who teaches cs1101s- scheme, and cs3216- software development on evolving platforms. If you say you took any one of these modules before, then you might hear some soc students saying “Are you crazy?”. Prof. Ben is kind of “special” lecturer. Why? Whoever taken his modules will understand what the reasons behind it. With his enthusiasm, our homework will never be left out, 7 assignments, 13 weeks time, each assignments average completion time-3days. With his supersonic speaking speed, 2 hours lecture, 4 hours materials. Although this sound likes hell, I like him a lot, a lot and a lot. He is different from other profs with how he treats his students, how he teaches, how he speaks, how he impress us, how he makes us become more enthusiasm, and how he leads us to face the real-world. I learned a lot from him that something I will never learn from the textbooks. Frankly speaking, I am one of the worst in class, but he never puts me aside. He even motivates me and tells me not to give up. With his motivation, I finally reached the average level in class. This is what he always says, “Do or do not, there is not try.” I love this quote as this really make sense in our real world that there is no try, just do … or do not. I am really happy that I have taken his module, cs1101s but there is still one regretful for myself, I have no chance to take cs3216, which I dream for long time ago.

Prof. Tan, the Prof. who teaches cs1101- java, and cs2100- computer organisation. If you ask the soc students,” what do you think about Prof. Tan?”. I believe 99% of them will say “He is GREAT!”. Yes, he is such a great professor that 99% of the students love him a lot. Prof. Tan is kind of “abnormal” lecturer. Why? This is because the materials he teaches are normal but with his teaching skills, it becomes so abnormal. Cs2100 should be something really complicated but I have no problems with this module, just because this is taught by him. In the meantime, I am really impressed by his professionalism. He likes to smile no matter what happens to him. We all knew that for the past few months, there are something happened to his mother but he never put away his smiling face. In addition, he never… never… never scolds us no matter how bad was his mood. The first time I ever saw this kind of professionalism. It impressed me. He is great, I am happy that I have met him.

The lesson here is “It does not matter what module you take up but, who's teaching you is the most important.” If there are any more modules taught by this two professor, I promise myself I will take up no matter how tough it is.

Microsoft new cellphone - Kin

2010-04-14T00:41:00.004+08:00

Microsoft launched its latest smartphone series, Kin, at its “It’s Time to Share” event.

Interested are that Kin is not targeted at most of the people but… the teenagers - especially younger teenagers. And that’s why Kin might just be brilliant. But, this kind of device, shouldn’t be so interesting, as compared to apple iphone, the 140,000 app will just kick Kin out of market. However, there was one group of users still fiercely addicted to their flip and type devices: teenagers, specifically those in more urban or populous areas. Why? This is because the device focused on a central part of many a teenager’s life — texting and social networking - facebook and twitter.

However, in the age of Facebook, Twitter and 3G wireless, there’s more to being mobile than just texting on your big and bulky lap top. The teens want to be able to text, shoot photos and videos, and post to facebook, YouTube, Twitter and other services at real-time. Nobody wants to wait until tomorrow, or bring a bulky laptop outside. Sure, every smartphone on the market — and a number of feature phones too — can do that, but with Kin, Microsoft has chosen to focus its energies on making those experiences better.

There is two features that why kin is so outstanding and interesting. First, Kin focus on Photos and Video, not on Games or Apps– the Kin One has a 5-megapixel camera and the Kin Two has an 8-megapixel camera. Both can take 720p video. However, offering a great photo and video experience and not focusing on games makes a lot of sense, especially since lots of teenagers will have a Nintendo DS or PsP to game on, rather than a cellphone. But, most teens will not 24-7 stick on their cameras.

Next, Kin offers us its awesome battery life – plus, by eschewing games, Kin devices can reportedly last a weekend on a single charge. Not like iphone, an annoying battery charge is needed everyday single day for you to stay connected.
It’s not about apps, it’s about people connecting to people. That is what Kin has brought to us. You are no more alone but connected.

A simple lesson : Don't rush your project the day before the deadline .

2010-04-12T21:21:00.002+08:00

   Yesterday was really a crazy day for me. Why so crazy? 10 to 10 for two questions, ya , just two questions , ridiculous right? First we thought we can finish it by 4 or 5 as we start our discussion early at 10.
   The funniest in our discussion was that we keep asking each other this question: "so, question 14 and 15, any idea?" There are bunch of opinions and comments but no one could actually type out because these two questions are pretty similar in some sense. So, this problem jam us until 2 , then 3 , then 4 , then 5 , then 6, but still, no solution yet. At first, we thought of merge them up but tutor said better not to do so, this means we have to kick that out of mind. Therefore, our final decision was to give up question 14 as its weightage is slightly lower (not totally giving up, just less focus on it). Okay, question 14 halfway done, but, bunch of problems still waiting for us - compilation, pages, references, grammar mistakes, and QUESTION 15...
   Question 15 is asking us to decide whether to buy the company's shares or not. Another decision need to be made, general decision, no right or wrong, correct or incorrect, but, analysis is something needed , if not there is no way for us to decide to buy or not to buy. Hint is given so that we can use something out of bound and not being a book follower. The truth is we have no american time to do so. Thus, simple analysis is made, we knew that marks will not be high, but 1 is always better than 0.
   Final compilation and grammar checking leaded us to the dark side of the day. Physically tired, mentally relax. Finally, the project has done...
   Two question - 12 hours of hard-works. The lesson here is does not wait until the end, finish before hand, then you can enjoy your weekend. So, not to rush anything as rushing might screw everything.

Careless exam mistake!!!

2010-04-10T11:48:00.002+08:00

Just finished my cs2100 final term-test, this should be something happy but not. WHY? This is because of all my careless mistakes I have made in exam. My carelessness spoilt my exam.Felt very angry to myself.

Below are some of my mistakes :

1) I forgot to read the input n = 3, so my answers after that all got wrong. 5 marks lost.

2) For the rol (rotate) question, I knew how to solve it, but I rotated the wrong side. 2 marks lost.

3) I have written the correct answer out on question paper, but don't know why I filled wrongly in the answer sheet. OMG! 2 marks lost.

Why am I so stupid? Total marks 50, 10 marks lost because of my carelessness. Felt really disappointed to myself. Last time was like that and this time still repeated doing the same things.

But, I shouldn't be sad or angry, no bonus points will be given even I cry for another 10 days.

Everything passed, what I can do now is just work thousand times harder for final and...
learn from my careless mistakes. (If there is one more mistake cause by carelessness, I will spin my head off)

The truth :
Before this exam, there is still a chance for A.

But, now …..

B+?

YUGENE, “Failure is a detour, not a dead-end street.”

ICC inter-cultural communication

2010-04-09T00:56:00.007+08:00

Culture is very general; there is no correct definition to defining what culture really is. This gives rise to cultural differences across societies. It can just happen across countries, states, groups, or even between two people. Language is one part of culture, I believe, that most significantly causes the cultural differences.

Different countries favour different kind of languages like Singapore favours English, China favours Chinese and sure Malaysia favours Malay. But, at the same time, there are still kinds of languages being spoken in each country, and we, as the students of a new era, are no more trapped into a single language. Other than our mother-tongue, I think most of us have to learn the most important international communication "must" language, which is English. My point here is what kind of language when you use when you meet somebody. Most of you would say, "It depends on who he/she is." But, how if he is a Chinese? Will you speak Chinese or English?

I am a Malaysian. Malaysia is somewhat very different from Singapore, in a sense that in Malaysia (just apply to the Chine community), different states favour different kind of dialects (dialect is considered a part of language). For example, KL favours Mandarin, Ipoh favours Cantonese and Penang favours Hokkien. When I travel around these places, I will find that there will be a lack of communication with some of the hawkers or promoters. Frankly speaking, I do not know any Hokkien, and some of the hawkers (as some old-folks did not really have good education last time) could not really understand Mandarin or Cantonese, not to say English. So, when I want to order something nice, this would really be a hard time for me. You will ask, "Why not just point what you want on the menu?" But, for some stalls, there are no menus on it like the laksa stalls (maybe for laksa, we can still order as everyone understands what it is). How about when you want to order fried noodle with no cockle but more egg? So, I will never enjoy what I want if this kind of things happens.

I believe that this does not only happen to me, I think most of us will encounter the lack of communication with your foreigner friends or colleagues. This is normal as we are living in an international cultural planet that we just have to get used to it. But honestly to say, for the future generation, do you think there is any more lacking of communication among all the kids?

Forgot my homework...

2010-04-08T02:18:00.002+08:00

Think about any intercultural encounters that you have had in the past, for example, while you were travelling, studying on an exchange program, having a visitor from abroad, etc., where misunderstandings/miscommunications had occurred. Given what you now know about intercultural communication (ICC), how do you think cultural differences could have contributed to those communication problems? Share your intercultural experience with your CS2301 peers, highlighting clearly the lesson(s) one could learn about ICC from your experience.

Okay , okay.. Just finish my revision on 2100 , I don't think I have enough time to finish this question as tomorrow 9.30 still have class (although just help others do evaluation) . So , I will keep it up for tomorrow homework, thought of finish it by today but too relax just now(addicted by "plant vs zombie") , totally forgot about it.
Okay, okay.. time to sleep .

No day is so bad it can't be fixed with a nap. ~Carrie Snow

An inch of time is an inch of gold, but you can't buy that inch of time with an inch of gold.

2010-04-06T23:33:00.001+08:00

3 weeks more.. final is coming.. ya, FINAL !!!

I felt that I a bit too relax in some sense.. It should be very "geng cheong" state now and my brain should switch to "FIGHTING MODE" but why I still like "lai lai han" one? Today, thought of studying this Saturday term test, but I also don't know what I have done for the whole day. Youtube? facebook? How come I don't know where have I spent all my time?

An inch of time is an inch of gold, but you can't buy that inch of time with an inch of gold.

BE AWARE! 4.0 right?

So, YUGENE , please , be more aware and hardworking, no more facebook and youtube, it can't help you to score well in exam.

Sacrifice is a need to success! No blood , No Gain!

cs1102s final sit in lab

2010-04-06T03:24:00.002+08:00

   Again and again and again... Just to say , I screwed up my lab again. Should be quite easy lab (not to me) , saw a lot of people can finish before time (not me) , so it showed that it should be easy compared to last few labs. But, just don't know why I can't do it ,am i too stupid? or others too clever? Never mind, this is the final lab , just forgot about it. Now, I can't do well in lab that means I have to do my best in final if not I really have to say bye bye to myself. I can't fail this module, no matter to what extend. NO ! NO ! NO !
   The most regretfulness I had this in this semester is taking this module, I shouldn't took this module, as this module is totally out of my ability. I have no strong basic in Java so what I can do is learn from the start, only for 3 weeks, I have to learn all the basic like array and linked list. Indeed, my friends who took cs1101 but not cs1101s , they start coding in Java since last semester but I only have 3 weeks, 3 WEEKS, 3 WEEKS so that I can follow up the syllabus. What do you think I suppose to do? Learning the same things but totally in different background, environment, pace and etc... Frankly speaking, our materials are even harder than cs1102. What I have now is all the concept I learn from Scheme(cs1101s) but how to code if I don't even know the syntax Just like if you know how to build a car but you don't know how to drive, it doesn't make sense right? Oppositely, if you know how to drive but you don't know how to build, it make sense . This is almost same as my situation now.
   Never mind, blame nothing but do something.

1102s final sit in lab

2010-04-04T22:51:00.000+08:00

feel quite stress.. two days non-stop studying graph algorithm but still I have no idea what's going on , textbook doesn't explain much (just theory , too abstract) , no implementation for the code (all are pseudo-codes) , lectures not clear enough , and too complicated to understand just on my own as I am not a genius!
I know tomorrow is the final sit-in lab , should be happy but I have screwed up 4 sit-in-lab already, if tomorrow I still cannot code out, then really have to say bye bye to this module.
Hope that miracle will happen. I am not greedy to ask for full marks, just 50% is more than enough.
So, no more A or A- or even B+ for this module, but hope my hardworking can get a B or B-.

ipad ? think first.

2010-04-04T02:59:00.005+08:00

Say no to ipad first !

Now is really not a good time to buy ipad. Below are some points you should know before you decide to do or do not .

Good :
1) 10 hours of battery life ( this is what according to apple, still haven test yet, so for now is still a miracle)
2) portability (super thin platform design, nice to bring in and out )
3) cool design (as what apple will do usually)
4) app store (this should be the only best thing you should consider buying ipad, 140000 app ! bunch of different app to let you download but... prepare some $$$ first)
5) ibook (but i think most of the tablet will have this function so not really a good point)

BAD :
1) NO webcam (which means you can't do video conferencing with you girl girl or boy boy)
2) NO multitasking (this is the worst, how can a lap top or tablet do not have this function , if like that, it should be a phone [ ya , i agree in some sense as ipad can consider as a gigantic ipod touch { not even an iphone because it doesn't has camera} ] , so when surfing (waiting) your favourite website, you only can just wait and do nothing, worst right? Ya, no research(surfing the web) when you are doing power point presentation , except there is an app but.... possibility not high at all )
3) NO USB port ! (it can't read any flash drive that you borrow from your friends without any adapter provided from apple, which means you have to spend 50 bucks more to buy an ugly adapter which totally spoils the impression and simplicity of ipad. So , as a "computer" , no usb , what does this mean? I really have no idea.)
4) NO FLASH support ! ( apple said flash has no use to their product, ipad because there are focusing on html5 but why html5 if there are flash and silverlight ??? to save cost on software development ? I have no idea why they don't implement it to ipad, as the whole world is still using flash and flash is so so so popular. one question again, WHY NO FLASH? there will be no youtube clips {expect it is supports by app} and other games design by flash.)
5) NO window or mac os support ( so this means you can't install any other software other than the one from apple app store , no photoshop , no adobe ... )

Steve jobs say ipad is something "in between" of mobile hand-phone and personal computer, ya , i agree to what he say as ipad is "in between" , first it is not a phone (too big , no call function) , and second , it is not a pc (not supporting window or mac os, no multitasking , no usb port) and last, it is not even a netbook( netbook can do whatever a normal lap top can but not ipad).
Conclusion , if you really have too much money to spend, is good to consider. If not, think before you act as there is not regret.

Holiday? Good friday ~

2010-04-02T21:51:00.000+08:00

Holiday !!! Good Friday ~ Yeah!!!
ya.. I should be very happy one but I feel like University holiday is really different from secondary school holiday.
Last time secondary school holiday , we really can forget everything then hang out with friends or go watch movie or have party. But, University holiday ... is really different . Project , presentation , final , term test ... etc ... everything haven settle yet, one whole bunch of lecture notes have finish revise.. 3 more weeks to final... 1 more weeks project deadline... next week tutorial haven done yet ...
Look~
A lot of stuff to settle . Last time do you think you have so much works? Do you have to worry next week homework? no right ? Do you have project ?
Just want to say , university is different from secondary or primary.. Last time I heard my teacher say , University life is so free , you can do what you want. Ya , I agree with him but in a different sense. You are "free" because no teacher will ask you do this do that, everything you do is all on your own responsibility and independence , no lecturer will "rotan" you if you don't submit the tutorials or projects. Also, your parent is no more beside you and say : " boy boy ar, go do homework lo". We have to do this all on our own, no more "order" from others that why we are really "free".
So, as a university student, we are no more a kid.
Be a man, do the right thing!
Do or do not, there is no try.

NO MORE 5C 'S BUT NEW 5B'S

2010-04-02T00:39:00.005+08:00

Well.....here is something to link the 5cs to the newer 5 bs !

I don't need a CAR, but I want a BMW
I don't need a CONDO, but I want a BUNGALOW
I don't need to have CASH but I want to own a BANK
I don't need to have a CAREER but I want to be a BOSS

Most of you would have heard of the Singapore 5C's! :
Car, Condo, Credit Card(Gold), Cash and Career

Heard of the 5B's?
B - BMW
B - Boss
B - Brain
B - Billionaire
B - Bungalow

We've been reading about the 5C's! for Singaporeans, now
comes the 5 Numerals and Malaysia 's equivalent...

Singapore 's 'practice' for Simple Living :
1 - One Wife
2 - Two Children
3 - Three Bedroom Condo
4 - Four Wheels
5 - Five Figure Salary

Malaysia 's Malays 'practice' to Simple Living:
5 - Five Children
4 - Four Wives
3 - Three Figure Salary
2 - Two Wheels
1 - One-Storey Link House

cs2301 oral presentation

2010-04-01T12:29:00.002+08:00

Wow ...
Finally.. finally .. finaly, I have done my oral presentation and all my CA in cs2301.
But, again, I have done a quite bad presentation. Quite stress now , this OP worth 25% in this module , can't expect that I have done so bad. Too much of hand gestures , slides forgotten , eye contacts not enough , it look everything is not okay. How am I going to score well in this module? First I expected to score a B+ but now it looks like B- more .
No no no... It will pull my CAP down , I need this module to pull my grade up but not down .
I have almost screwed up my 1102s , if this module screw up also , I can't expect my what I will get in this semester.
Three more week left to final? Everything still in half-baked condition , what should I do now?

Miss my blog post .

2010-03-31T02:05:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was really one of the worst day I ever had in this sem .
Starting from morning 9am 2100 tutorial , 10 am 2100 lab , 12 pm 1102s lab again , 2 pm gem lecture , 4pm account lecture , 7pm project meeting , until 10 pm preparation for oral presentation .
I think I only rest for two hours and then keep on hanging with my works , project , lectures for all the day. So , finally , I finish all my stuff (actually I haven really done my project and OP ) at around 1am but then I miss to write a blog post ( maybe too tired ) , and ya , I broke my promise ( which I really don't want to do so) . But , okay , there is the only exception for this month I can give to myself . Just like we can't work for 30 days non-stop right? Thus , just treat it as a holiday ( one month only has one day holiday T.T ) .
Never mind, to strive for my future goal , I have to be used to it.

No matter what... I have to write.....

2010-03-29T01:21:00.001+08:00

I have promised my self I need to write at least one blog post per day , so at usual , I will just write something although now is already 1.20am . OMG , tomorrow still have to go for 2100 tutorial . I really need to sleep now , but aiya , just randomly write something to not break my "promise" . What a funny promise? haha..

...

...
"something"
...
...
Okay , really have to sleep , Goodbye ~
Have a great night ya my friends.

What a Crazy day !

2010-03-27T23:29:00.004+08:00

9.00 : Alarm rang at 9 , thought of going to get some breakfast then go back to sleep but my laziness cell have thwarted me to so , so I went back to sleep, until 11 only woke up . Ya, I "woke up" at 11 but only my brain has woke up but my body still lying lazily on the bed until around 12 . : C
12.01 : Sure, every morning, the first thing I will do is turn on my lap top to "facebook" and watch some "lame" clips inside or read some comments posted by my friends . I knew that I have already addicted to this kind of social networking website long time ago, but I knew that I am not the only one who got addicted right , my friends?
2.00 : Time passed by so fast and suddenly I realised that I have spent more than 2 hour on my lap top by doing nothing again (I used "again" because almost everyday I repeat doing the same things) .
2.01 : I "fast fast" went to bath and pack some book plus my lap top to biz library.
2.31 - 5.30 : actually I also don't know what I did for these few hours , just remember that again I addicted by one cartoon drama , "sheng diao xia nv" . haha... I like "jing yong" so much , so I waste a bit of my time watching this cartoon instead of watching 2100 webcast.
That why , I can say I have wasted my half day for doing nothing . (only till evening because at night I have made full use of my time)
7.01 - 11.00 : the regretfulness and guiltiness have leaded me to finish my 2100 tutorial in a quite amazing speed , haha.. happy.. ^.^ at least I have done something today.

Kent Ridge Hall Production 2010 - Telling tales, living dreams

2010-03-27T01:46:00.003+08:00

Never knew that a musical show can be so nice and wonderful . Actually, this is the first time I watch musical show , so quite impressed by this production , never thought that it will be so impressing and engraving . First, I thought it will be quite boring and a sleeping pill for me. Indeed , not really have the mood to go for it but I was wrong , I should never think like that because it was really AMAZING , you guys done a great job !!! Thanks for my hall-mates who put so much efforts on this production , really admire what have done by you all , you all ROCKSSSS !!!

Bad Interview

2010-03-25T14:34:00.001+08:00

Today , I just did a quite bad interview with my friends in the module cs2301(Business communication). Actually this is a quite funny and interesting interview because we (my classmates and I) are assign into a group with four people So, we four will be interviewed at the same time with the same interviewers and with a same personality and identity. This means we must pretend we are one another , and answer the question with relevance personality that other have said. Quite interesting right? But, I felt that I did quite badly when compared to others . I found that I can't answered smoothly , and some answers are not relevant at all. I knew what are the problems. Mostly because my poor standard of English , I can't think of engaging and motivating key words and sometimes I have no idea what am I speaking . Indeed, to be sure that I must improve myself. Read more ,write more and speak more and even think more for my future benefits and career goal !

My BeD

2010-02-26T01:45:00.004+08:00

Sadly to say that , I don't really like my bed in Kent Ridge hall now . This is because it's just too comfortable for me , I can't really focus myself on the book that I want. Why ? I think is because of my bed that face perfectly with the big table in my room ( proudly to say that , KR room's table is 2x bigger than what is in PGP XD ). So , actually , my bed = chair , I will just sit on my bed and then go through my everyday routine from on-line, eat , study to sleep . That why whenever I want to study , my brain will automatically switch off and go into sleeping mode , and at the end , I will just end up telling myself " Stay away from the bed!!! " . But, till now, I have failed to do so.

爱情是一种执著吗？

2010-01-25T19:19:00.001+08:00

我，曾经一度以为只有对爱执著，那才是一种真爱。当经历了无数次的痛之后，我终于算是弄明白，那样的执著根本不是爱，这样的执著只会伤了别人也痛了自己。后来终于明白，那样的执著其实是一种贪念，也是一种占有。当一份爱情要以付出自由为代价时，还会有人再去敢言敢爱吗?

爱情，不是要爱到窒息，也不是爱到给一个人增加负累。真正的爱情应该是件很愉快的事情。

爱情应该是一种很美妙的东西，因此才会有那么多的人不断的追求与向往。爱情也应该是人世间最美好的一种情感，所以才会让人品味到一种难以言明的幸福但同时也会有一种难以形容的伤痛感。爱情有超强的磁力，所以人们不惜耗尽一生的精力去追求这种至纯至美的爱情。

其实爱情应该是世间万物自然孕育而成，它本来是无形的，所以不能刻意的给它总结答案。因为爱的自然性，所以决定了爱情首先要以宽松为基准，然后它才是快乐的。

爱情它源于自然，只有这种自然而生成的爱恋才会更持久。爱情会遁形于我们内心的深处，只有融入到我们心灵深处的爱才是最美丽的事物……

所以，爱情来临时，我们不要爱的盲目，也不要爱的无知，要试着把自己的双手慢慢地放开。

当双手放开时，才会明白越是自然、越是随意的情感才会让人心情放松。兴由心生，越是轻松的心情才会越快乐。只有这样美好的情感才可以称其为真正的爱情，品味到爱情的甜美时，你才算是明白了自己的爱情，虽然这并不是爱的最高境界，但你已掌握了自然的爱。

爱情的幸福

2010-01-23T19:46:00.004+08:00

男儿泪，不轻弹。那么男人的感情，容易付出吗？会，在感情的道路上，是不需要任何理由的，爱情里没有谁对谁错，只有爱与不爱。
　　
　　爱之深，恨之切，伤之痛。那么，什么是爱的幸福？幸福在哪里？单从感情上理解，幸福就是爱与被爱。每个人都有过这样的瞬间，或大或小或长或短，经历不同，文化背景不一样，自然有许多幸福的感觉也会不一样。在我们身边，几乎所有人的一切都变得越来越好，但人们却没有觉得更幸福。为什么？因为幸福就是人们渴求在被得到满足或部分满足时的感觉，是一种精神上的愉悦，不是物质上的享乐。如果在爱情的沐浴里还没有感到幸福的滋味或者哪怕是瞬间的味道，那只能说明一点，你还没有真正的爱过。幸福它是埋藏在你心中的感觉，一种爱的感觉，只要你愿意去开启、去投入、去付出，相信自己，幸福就会常在。不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有。在我们漫长而艰辛的人生感情路上，没有绝对的完美爱情，只要爱过、知足过，这就是幸福。

女人的爱情是什么样的呢？

2010-01-22T03:09:00.005+08:00

一堆火爱上了墙角的一根木头，她内心洋溢着爱的冲动，却羞红了脸，难以诉说。她只是深情地望着木头，满是热情的目光忽闪忽闪地跳动。在火的热恋的目光下，木头释然地说:“我知道你爱我，来，抱我吧！”

于是，火拥抱了木头，可木头因此却消失了。

火，哭了，泪水潸然而下，于是，火，熄了。
木火成“焚”，爱欲为何？为什么所有真心的付出只能换来伤心的回报？这大概是女人在爱情中最常有的困惑了！

当然，你可能不同意我对爱情的这种解读。但就像古希腊的哲人说的那样：“你终究会遇上他们的，一个叫做爱情，另一个叫做死亡！”

幸好，我们都还没遇见那个叫死亡的家伙，否则也不会在此刻畅想爱情了。但你是不是已经遇见过那个叫爱情的家伙了？如果你遇见过，你一定知道，那是生命里最奇妙的东西！有一种说法是说上帝把人一劈两半，扔到人群里，就是让你去寻找你的另一半的。关键是，你找到了吗？是不是找到过，又丢失了呢？如果是，我以为那也不必悲哀，因为爱情就是这样，如“一树一树的花开”，却也有花败的时候；如“燕在梁间的呢喃”，却也有劳燕分飞的时候；如“人间的四月天”，却也有“ 人间四月芳菲尽”的时候。关键是虽不能天长地久，但却曾深情拥有，那样的爱就如漫漫长夜里的一点星光，从宇宙的深处，从时间之河的深处，跨越了千万光年的距离，终将会浮现在我们的眼前！

男人的爱情...

2010-01-22T02:52:00.008+08:00

你是不是已经遇见过那个叫爱情的家伙了？如果你遇见过，你一定知道，那是生命里最奇妙的东西。你肯定用杯子喝过水，但你有没有注意过杯子和水之间的故事呢？男人的爱，就像一只寂寞的空杯子，非常渴望水的到来，却又同样像盛满水的杯子，希望把水倒干。女人的爱，则像一团炽热的火，拥抱了木头，木头会因此消失，真心的付出只能换来伤心的回报？这大概是女人在爱情中最常有的困惑了。

有这么一只寂寞的空杯子，它非常渴望水的到来。他向爱神许了一个愿，说只要水能来到他的身边，他的怀里，哪怕最终死去，它也心甘情愿。

他许的愿很灵验，爱情如期而至，一杯滚烫的热水倒进了这个空杯子里。水很热，杯子感到自己快被融化了，杯子开心极了，他心里想，感谢上苍，这就是传说中伟大的爱情吧。过了一会儿，水变温了，杯子感觉很舒服，杯子想，这就是生活的温暖感觉吧。又过了一会儿，水变凉了，杯子害怕了，怕什么他也不知道，他只是心里充满了疑惑，爱情怎么会是这样的呢？又过了一段时间，水凉透了，杯子绝望了，虽然他说不出来，可是他在心里呐喊：“我再也不能忍受这样的生活，毫无生气，毫无温暖，这简直就是人间的地狱。如果再这样过下去，我宁愿去死！”

冰凉的水压在杯子的心里，让他感觉自己像一个行尸走肉。于是他奋力地晃动，想要摆脱这样的生活。他解脱了，在从桌子边摔到地上的1.13秒的时间里，水终于离开了杯子，杯子好开心。然后他掉在了地上，碎了，死了。

临死前，他突然看见，他身体的每一个碎片上都有水的痕迹，这时他才知道，他是爱水的，他永远也抹不去水在他心底的印迹。杯子哭了，一滴泪和水溶在了一起……

这叫什么？我以为，这就叫做爱情！当然，这就是男人的爱情。

爱，绝不是缺了就找，更不是累了就换

2010-01-20T22:09:00.006+08:00

爱情是什么？   
一点点的动心，一点点的冲动，一个拥抱一个吻？   
天真的人，日韩剧看多了，浪漫的文章看多了。   
这也许是爱情的一部分，但绝对不是大部分。
爱情的主体是生活，一起生活。 
你能陪她一时的难过，但你能陪她承受所有的压力吗？   
你能给她身体的温度，但你能给她生活的方向吗？   
你可曾想象当热情褪去，   
拥抱对你已经没有任何吸引力   
你们如何走下去？   
距离是真爱的考验，由时间作为答案 
为了你深爱的人，请做出点牺牲，守住你们的爱情   
否则怎么能谈得上真正的爱情。 
你可以忘记以前的誓言，但要记住自己的真心。 
抚心自问，你是否爱的那么深？   
你愿意让两个人都受伤吗？   
爱，绝不是缺了就找，更不是累了就换 。。。  
生活不是一个人好好的活 ，  
是两个人如何一起好好过 。  
但是一些客观的原因，现实中你们目前还不能在一起 ， 
难道你就这样轻易放弃，而委曲求全了吗？   
难道你就不能为爱守侯吗？   
你允许自己的目光如此短浅，而只看见眼前的快乐吗？   
一生就这样的走完吗？   
是真爱，就永不言弃...

不要为自己或她人而爱，要为爱而爱。。。

5 ways to wake up for school

2010-01-16T22:30:00.001+08:00

2Fri, Jan 15, 2010
The Straits Times

MUCH as you wanted it not to, the school year has begun, and you know what that means.

School is not nearly as traumatic as getting there on time for some of you. To prevent blood from spilling, we've stepped in with some tried-and-tested tips on how to wake up on time.

1. Use every alarm your mobile phone has. Set alerts at one-minute intervals. Pick techno music in particular. Trust me, if the pounding electronic bass doesn't wake you up, someone else will, with a nice whack to the head.
2 . Ask your sibling to pour a pail of water over your head if you sleep through your alarm. They'd probably oblige.
3. Put an electric shock gag hand-buzzer on the snooze button. That'll teach you!
4. Buy a rooster and tada, dinner is settled as well!
5. Or maybe - and we know this is the hardest one - go to bed earlier the night before.

This article was first published in The Straits Times.

爱的最高境界

2010-01-15T17:40:00.001+08:00

有一天，老婆问老公：“你说，爱的最高境界是什么？”老公想了想，说：“是生与死吧，你想啊，一个人可以为另一个人去死，舍去生命中最重要的一切，还不是爱的最高境界吗？”
   老婆点了点头，又摇了摇头。
   开始时她也是这么认为的，因为许多壮烈的爱情总是和生死联系在一起。那些流传千古的爱情无一不是生生死死，总之悲情者居多。但荡气回肠的爱情在现实生活中，却很少出现过，更多的俗世爱情只是平常的爱与恨，悲伤与快乐。
   “那你说是什么？”老公问。
   老婆笑了：“是习惯，当你习惯了一个人生活中的习惯，你就真的爱上他了。”爱情是一个人对另一个人习惯的认同，爱到最高境界就是认同了他的习惯。一个女人习惯了一个男人的鼾声，从不适应到习惯再到没有他的鼾声就睡不着觉，这就是爱；一个男人习惯一个女人的任性、撒娇、甚至无理取闹、无事生非‘这就是爱；一个人会为了另一个人去改变、去迁就，这就是爱；爱情的哲理有时候就是这么简单，就在生活的点滴里。
   你如果始终不能适应一个人，适应他的所有习惯，那只说明你没有爱他，或者说你还未到爱的境界，因为爱就在这些细节里。当你已经习惯你的爱人所有习惯，比如他衣服的烟草味，比如他干净的衬衣，比如他半夜起来看足球。如果这些你都已习惯，那么不要再问爱是什么这样愚蠢的话题了。
   爱，有时候就是怎么简单，朴素，它像一杯在我们身边的白开水，伸手可及，淡而无味，却是生活的必需品。想起一句话：”不是爱他，而是爱有他的日子。”也许，习惯就是爱的归属，也是爱的最高境界吧

Google New phone - NeXus ONE

2010-01-12T21:29:00.002+08:00

Omg ~ I really fall in love with Google .
Google is really cool , it is not only a search Giant but it contains everything inside just what you want and what you can think about it in the web like Gmail , Galendar , Google Doc , Social Networking (Orkut) , Blog , YOUTUBE and so on.
Now even crazy , google phone is coming soon~
NEXUS ONE
wanna have a look with it? just watch this video , you will find how cool and how nice is the google phone , I think APPLE Iphone going to have a big competitor now , GOOGLE !
YO~

心有灵犀一点通

2010-01-12T11:27:00.000+08:00

My favourite poetry ~

Love it~

唐朝的李商隐‘《无题》其一’ 
昨夜星辰昨夜风， 
画楼西畔桂堂东。 
身无彩凤双飞翼， 
心有灵犀一点通。 
隔座送钩春酒暖， 
分曹射覆蜡灯红。 
嗟余听鼓应官去， 
走马兰台类转蓬。 

解释：身上没有彩凤那双可以飞翔的翅膀，心灵却像犀牛角一样，有一点白线可以相通。 
赏析：诗人这两句诗显然是在写自己的爱情遭遇。他同自己的爱人分处两地，不能相见，所以说“身无彩凤双飞翼”。尽管不能相通，但两人在思想感情上却早已契合、沟通，“心有灵犀一点通”即指此而言。下句常为后人所借用，但已不限于指爱情。古书记载，有一种犀牛角名通天犀，有白色如线贯通首尾，被看作为灵异之物，故称灵犀，“一点通”的想象也由此而来。清人冯舒说：“次联衬贴流丽圆美，‘西昆’一世所效。”（见《瀛奎律髓汇评》），可见其影响之深。 

‘心有灵犀一点通’现在常用于形容情人之间心灵相通，比如说对于某事物的看法异口同声、解决问题的方法都想得一样。

Life Of Care ~ "LEISURE"

2009-07-10T19:56:00.001+08:00

What is this life if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare.

No time to stand beneath the boughs
And stare as long as sheep or cows.

No time to see, when woods we pass,
Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass.

No time to see, in broad daylight,
Streams full of stars, like skies at night.

No time to turn at Beauty's glance,
And watch her feet, how they can dance.

No time to wait till her mouth can
Enrich that smile her eyes began.

A poor life this if, full of care,
We have no time to stand and stare.

f4 f4 mini gathering and sem birthday's too ^^

2009-06-26T17:46:00.004+08:00

really a happy gathering and fun too... XD
"Breeze Cafe" is really nice..
the service is so perfect and excellent ..
haha... the guys and girls there is so friendly .. love them so much ^^
just becoz of a tall boy "SEM" birthday , breeze cafe had provide us a VIP room ..
really thanks him and also breeze cafe ..
haha.. and on that day , we get a lot of free water and food ..
anyway , i know its not many ppl come for this gathering but its also happy and fun ..
just hope the next gather will come soon ,
miss u all guys and girls ..
hope to c ya soon ~ ^.^
and plss la..
when got the next gathering , just come la my friends , so many reason right.....
haha !!
friends forever ~

人生有几多个十年 , 最重要是痛快!!!　如无你，何有我!!!

2009-06-03T11:36:00.004+08:00

我来问你 ,人生有几多个十年,最重要是痛快!!! 柴九(黎耀祥) - 巾帼枭雄
我已过了两个十年.. 但还不痛快..
在我第三个十年将会更精彩,更痛快.. 哈哈!!

Thanks . Father , Mother !

2009-06-02T23:12:00.005+08:00

What is computer , what is hardware , what is software , what is information technology ?
this is what i am going to study..
haha..
still not really understand about it ?
my parents always ask me ..
why go for IT ? why go to study computer ?
hmm..
don really how to answer them ..
but actually i know that ,
读什么其实并不重要,重要的是你要知道自己在读什么.
haha..
this is what is in my mind that always reminded me .
I promise my parents if i ever go to nus to further my study , i will do my best !
really.
thanks , mother~father .
for all the support u give me .
I promise .
I will do my best to return whatever u gave me!
Love u Father and also my nice mother ~

the diferent between local u and singapore u ...

2009-06-01T12:09:00.002+08:00

so .. this will be the calculation ...
for sg u :

tuition and uni fees (4 year ) 40000
accommodation ( 4 year ) 10000
transport and all other stuff 5000
(back malaysia and fooling aroud there)
eat and drink 15000
_____________________________
total 70000 SGD = 175000 RM

for local u :

tuition and uni fees (4 year ) 6000
accommodation ( 4 year ) 8000
transport and all other stuff 3000
eat and drink 15000
______________________________
total 32000RM = 12800SGD

WOW~almost 5.5 time the diferent...
haiz...

the worst job in my life..

2009-05-31T18:13:00.008+08:00

Today 31/5 (end of may) , i got my digi promoter job from d&u (agent company) .
I tot it will be a happy job from me , but after today , i really wan to fxxk them ...
haiz.. just becoz of the stupid boss and team leader ( David ) sxxk planing...
this is what i did today .
My worst job in life ~

8.45 am :
i reached the store , then i tried to use my eye to serach my team leader david
BUT i CANT c any one of the digi promoter there . so i just be patient and wait ar wait ar wait ...

9.15 am :
30 min of my stupid waiting , i just c david trying his "DIGI car" reach here .
OMG . if u wan reach so late , don stupid and ask me come so early la... really don knw what u thinking.. haiz...
then he take some ballon out ( many many ) like two "包蜀" (very big one )
so i fast fast walk there and ask what can help ..
OMG again , he ask me stand there and "LOOK" after the ballon ..
stupid la... kk...
cont u will know how stupid...
so he drive the car and go back to D&U ..

9.20 am :
sudenly i saw a girl (ah Ying ) (wow~quiet leng lui d) coming (wearing digi t shirt )
WOW .. really happy to c her...
haha... her 1st question come after me is just " WHERE IS DAVID "
i really shock , then say lo " i dont know "
what coming is she just blah blah blah talk about the david ..
that time i also angry la.. so also blah blah blah with her and Fxxx the David also ..
haha...

9.45am :
ok...David reach again ..
and the same thing is take some ballon out and go back to D&U..
haiz... act what he wan do le ???

10.45 am :
chat with ying about one hour d..
doing nothing.. sien jo one hour..
david and my friend ( lem) finally reach ...
then take all those stuff and things out from car ..
What the.. now only want to start set up .. ( almost 11 am only start )
2 hour time wasting there and doing nothing...
idiot la... 1st time he should fetch all those thing come la...

11am :
starting to set up all the thing (stall , popcorn , ballon,table , poster)
set set set ...
follow all David instruction and .. the boss son
but what i c is just the boss all the time scolding david ( all those xxx , yyy also come out )
haiz.. dai lou ar.. u r boss ge son ar.. pls don use all those la...
know what is 好榜样 ar ???
haiz...
tilll ....
and one of the thing i wan Fxxxxx is they say this one is big roadshow.
SO make us nid to carry all those table here and there ...
ei .. dai lou .. very far le ( 0.5 km ar )
got car also don knw to use it..
so izit call stupid ???
omg~

one stupid thing also..
there is many "外劳" (girl la) working also..
but they no nid set up things d , just we 3 do all...
then they standing there watching us do..
help help la , dai shou ...
don act like a wood la..
u also hire by digi ga...

12.30 pm :
ok .. this only finish setting up..
omg ...
k la..
then only the time can "snake"
haiz...

1.30pm :
yeah~ finally time to lunch...
but only half an hour...

2.30pm :
sien ....
working with all "外劳" (many many many )
also don knw chat what with them ...

3.30pm :
sien also...

4.30 pm :
ok...
david come to ask us go back to take photo ..
then i say him "can take all the item back ? "
he say no...
just back take photo only ..
haiz.. really stupid la him...
ady end lo.. why still don wan take all those thing back ?
sot ar...
later yao nid me walk back there carry back all those thing...

5.00pm :
take jo photo ..
finish taking photo for the company d..
David say will finish 5pm d..
but that stupid now only start giving those popcorn and ballon..
ei ...
give it early la , dai lou~
we nid off d la...
so 3 of us at the back really wan beat him d...
really don knw how he plan his time... (and all those thing haven pack yet)
(still nid us to go far far carry back all the things)
omg~
then the boss son at there yao yim yim jim jim ..
THIS BOSS SON i really don know what he doing theree..
just know talking loud and scolding ppl ..
haiz.. sxxk la ... go back pls la...
just know acting idiot there...
really fok jo him...

6.00 pm :
now only finish packing...
so i faster call dad and back home ...
omg~ omg~
pls la...
u all know time planing d mo ??
haiz...
one boss son , one team leader ...
two also don knw plan d...
do what la...

F2 gathering~ ^.^ Friends Forever

2009-05-23T11:49:00.007+08:00

what's a nice gathering ar... ^^
whole class also attend but just one girl missing d..
nvm ..
really happy can gather ..
hope there will be next le...
like u all , friends forever~ ^.^
一天是朋友 , 一世是朋友 !

我只在乎你

2009-05-08T21:25:00.007+08:00

我只在乎你(live)
演唱：苏打绿

如果没有遇见你
我将会是在那里
日子过的怎么样
人生是否要珍惜

也许认识某一人
过着平凡的日子
不知道会不会
也有爱情甜如蜜
任时光匆匆流去
我只在乎你
心甘情愿感染你的气息
人生几何能够得到知己
失去生命的力量也不可惜

所以我求求你
别让我离开你
除了你
我不能感到一丝丝情意

任时光匆匆流去
我只在乎你
心甘情愿感染你的气息
人生几何能够得到知己
失去生命的力量也不可惜

所以我求求你
别让我离开你
除了你
我不能感到一丝丝情意

任时光匆匆流去
我只在乎你
心甘情愿感染你的气息
人生几何能够得到知己
失去生命的力量也不可惜

所以我求求你
别让我离开你
除了你
我不能感到一丝丝情意
任时光匆匆流去
我只在乎你
心甘情愿感染你的气息
人生几何能够得到知己
失去生命的力量也不可惜

所以我求求你
别让我离开你
除了你
我不能感到一丝丝情意
~~End~~

不错的一首歌 , 每次听到都有想哭的感觉 ...
really a good song ..
make me think back some good and touching memory ...

Study ? Local or Singapore ?

2009-05-07T14:00:00.002+08:00

hmm... so long .. the chance i wait to go to singapore ( NUS ) ...
its so happy coz i had get my offer to nus ...
really...
but happy can do wat else ?
prob is coming too ..
going singapore nid alot of money ..
money .. money .. money .. haiz.. fan...
yup.. locan nid only RM 40 k can finish 4 year study ( plus all living expense , tuition fee , blah blah blah)
nit wat to singp ? nid about $70 D ... OMG..
if convert here is about RM200 ++ , 5 times money spending in local u .
haiz.
I really hope to go singp le.. my dream to study there..
so nothing can do le.. take loan la..
anyway .

成为百万富翁不是一种机会，而是一种选择！

2009-04-11T22:47:00.007+08:00

I always like to dream :
"when i have one million then i will ........... "
"when i have one billion then i will ........... "
but after i read this story , i feel that this is not a dream BUT
a CHOICE ...

很久、很久以前，有两位名叫柏波罗和布鲁诺的年轻人，他们是堂兄弟，雄心勃勃，住在意大利的一个小村子里。两位年轻人是最好的朋友。他们是大梦想者。他们不停里谈着，渴望有一天能通过某种方式，让他们可以成为村里最富有的人。他们都很聪明而且勤奋。他们想他们需要的只是机会。
一天，机会来了。村里决定雇两个人把附近河里的水运到村广场的水缸里去。这份工作交给了柏波罗和布鲁诺。两个人都抓起两个水桶奔向河边。一天结束后，他们把整镇上的水缸装满了。村里的长辈按每桶水一分钱的价线付钱给他们。” “我们的梦想实现了!” 布鲁诺大喊着，“我简直无法相信我们的好福气。”
但柏波罗不是非常确信。他的背又酸又痛，提那重重的大桶的手也起了泡。他害怕明天早上起来又要去工作。他发誓要想出更好的办法，将河里的水运到村里去。
“布鲁诺，我有一个计划，”第二天早上，当他们抓起水桶往河边奔时，柏波罗说，“一天才几分钱的报酬，而要这样来回提水，干脆我们修一条管道将水从河里引进村里去吧。” 布鲁诺愣住了。
“一条管道?谁听说过这样的事?”布鲁诺大声嚷嚷着，“柏波罗，我们有一份很不错的工作。我一天可以提100桶水。一分钱一桶水的话，一天就是1元钱!我是富人了!一个星期后，我就可以买双新鞋。一个月后，我就可以买一头母牛。六个月后，我可以盖一间新房子。我们有全镇最好的工作。我们一周只需工作五天，每年 2周的有薪假期，我们这辈子可以享受生活了!放弃你的管道吧!”
但柏波罗不是容易气馁的人。他耐心地向他最好的朋友解释这个计划。柏波罗将一部分白天的时间用来提桶运水，用另一部分时间以及周末来建造管道。他知道，在岩石般硬的土壤中挖一条管道是多么艰难。因为他的薪酬是根据运水的桶数来支付的，他知道他的收入在。开始的时候会降低。而且他亦知道，要等1、2年，他的管道才开始产生可观的效益。但柏波罗相信他的梦想终会实现。于是他就去做了。
布鲁诺和其他村民开始嘲笑柏波罗，称他“管道人柏波罗”。布鲁诺赚到比柏波罗多一倍的钱，·炫耀他新买的东西。他买了一头驴，配上全新的皮鞍，拴在他新盖的两层楼旁。
他买了亮闪闪的新衣服，在乡村饭馆里吃可口的食物。村民尊称他为布鲁诺先生。当他坐在酒吧里，为人们买上几杯，而人们则为他所讲的笑话开怀大笑。

小小的行为等于巨大的结果
当布鲁诺晚间和周未睡在吊床上悠然自得时，柏波罗还在继续挖他的管道。头几个月，柏波罗的努力并没有多大进展。他工作很辛苦--比布鲁诺的工作更辛苦，因为柏波罗晚上和周未都在工作。
但柏波罗不断地提醒自己，明天梦想的实现是建造在今天的牺牲上面的。一天一天过去了，他继续挖，每次只是一英寸。
"一英寸、又一英寸成为一英尺。"他一边挥动釜子，打进岩石般硬的土壤中，一边重复着这句话。一英寸变成了一英尺，然后10……20……100尺……
"短期的痛苦等到于长期的回报。"每天完成工作后，筋疲力尽的他跌跌撞撞地回到他简陋的小屋时，他这样提醒自己。他通过设定和达到每天目标来衡量工作的成效。他知道，终有一天，回报将大大超出付出。
"目光盯在回报上。"每当他慢慢入睡，耳边尽是洒馆是村民的笑声时，他一遍遍地重复着这句话。
"目光盯在回报上" 时来运转
一天天，一月月过去了。有一天，柏波罗意识到他的管道完成了一半，这意味着他只需提桶走一半路程了！柏波罗把额外的时间用来建造管道。完工的日期终于越来越近了。
在他休息的时候，柏波罗看到他的才能朋友布鲁诺在费力地运水。布鲁诺比以前更加的驼背。由于长期劳累，步伐也变慢了。布鲁诺很生气，闷闷不乐，为他自己一辈子运水现而愤恨。
他开花较少的时间在吊床上，却花很多的时间在酒吧里。当布鲁诺进来时，酒巴的顾客都窃窃私语："提桶人布鲁诺来了。"当镇上的醉汉模仿布鲁诺驼背的姿势和拖着脚走路的样子时，他们咯咯大笑。布鲁诺不再买酒给别人喝了，也不再讲笑话了。他宁愿独自坐在漆黑的角落里，被一大堆空瓶所包围。
最后，柏波罗的大日子终于来到了--管道完工了！村民们簇拥着来看水从管道中流入水槽里！现在村子源源不断地有新鲜水供应了。附近其他村子都搬到这条村来，村子顿时繁荣起来。
管道一完工，柏波罗不用再提水桶了。无论他是否工作，水源源不断的流入。他吃饭时，水在流入。他睡觉时，水在流入。当他周未去玩时，水在流入。流入村子的水越多，流入柏波罗口袋里的钱也越多。
管道人柏波罗的名气大了，人们称他为奇迹创造者。政客们称赞他有远见，恳请他竞选市长。但柏波罗明白他所完成的并不是奇迹，这只是一个很大、很大梦想的第一步。知道吗，柏波罗的计划大大超出越了这个村庄。
柏波罗计划在全世界建造管道。
招募他的朋友帮忙
管道迫使布鲁诺失去了工作。看着他的朋友向酒巴老板讨免费的酒喝，柏波罗心里很难受。于是柏波罗安排了一次与布鲁诺的会面。
"布鲁诺，我来这里想请求你的帮助。"
布鲁诺挺起腰，眯着他那无神的眼睛，声音沙哑地说："别挖苦我了。"
"我不是来向你夸耀的。"柏波罗说："我是来向你提供一个很好的生意机会。建造第一条管道化了我二年的时间。但这两年里我学到了很多！我知道使用什么工具、在哪里挖空、如何排管。一路上我都做了笔记。我开发了一个系统，能让我们建造另一条管道，然后另一条……另一条……
"我自己一年可以建一条管道。但这并不是利用我的时间的最好方式。我想做的是教你和其他人建造管道……然后你教其他人……然后他们再教其他人……直到管道铺满本地区的每一个村落……最后全世界的每一个村子都有管道。"
"只要想一想"柏波罗继续说，"我们只需从流进这些管道的水中赚取一点很小的比例。越多的水流进管道，就有越多的钱流进我们的口袋。我所建造的管道不是梦想的结束，而只是开始。"
布鲁诺终于明白这幅宏伟的蓝图。他笑了，向他的老朋友伸出了那粗糙的手。他们紧紧地握住了对方的手，像失散多年的老朋友那样式拥抱。
在提桶世界里的管道梦想
许多年过去了。柏波罗与布鲁诺已退休多年。他们布遍全球的管道生意每年把几百万收入泵进他们的银行帐户。当他们有时到全国各地旅游时，柏波罗和布鲁诺遇到了那些提水桶的年轻人。
这两人一起长大的朋友总是把车停下来，将自己的故事讲给年轻人听，帮助他们建立自己的管道。一些人愿意听，并且立即抓住了这个机会，开始做管道生意。但悲哀的是，大部分提桶者总是不耐烦地拒绝这个建造管道的念头。柏波罗和布鲁诺无数次听到相同的借口。
"我没有时间。"
　　“我朋友告诉我，我认识的一个朋友的朋友试图建造管道，但失败了”�"
　　"只有那些很早加入的人才可以从管道那里赚到钱。"
　　"我这辈子一直都提水桶，我只想维持现状。"
　　"我知道在管道的骗局中亏了钱，我可不会。"
柏波罗和布鲁诺为许多缺乏远见的人而感到悲哀。
但他们承认，他们生活在一个提桶的世界里，只有一小部分人敢做管道的梦。

remember the blue words , my friends ...
we are the one who always say like that...
if always do so,
then we will always be the 提桶人 ...
so JIA YOU my fren...
Aim for a better world..
we are different !!!
FIGHT FOR WHAT YOU WANT! YOUR DREAM!

Boring time~

2009-04-02T23:35:00.001+08:00

Time is passing so fast ... haiz...
now is already APRIL ...
wa... wat am i doing for this few month ?
working ? working ? and working ?
omg~ wat kind of life is this ?
haiz... i don wan pass my life like this...
really boring le...
hope can play and enjoy all the time
but ~ where the money come from ?